PTSD makes being around people too much work, always. But now COVID19 is making being around people an impossibility. Also always, for now. But I need people. I don’t want to need people. I don’t …
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I need people and community.
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Nobody cares where you got your scars.
And I’m right over here–but why can’t you see me? It’s so ironic–growing up, and even now, if you had asked me what super power I would want, the pure part of me would want …
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Childhood Trauma Doesn’t Stay in Childhood.
Sharing this good article and some of its quotes. Sometimes people closest to me are flabbergasted by how complicated I make things. “Just” gets used a lot. And I get it. But while “just” for …
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I come and go.
Pretty much like my energy levels. Lately I have been interviewing for jobs and have started teaching for VIPkid (which I love) so I have been distracted. I guess I just feel compelled to post …
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I Can Hear The Wolves
As I slide my back hard against the barren tree behind me, some of its gnarled roots reach up from under its peaceful grave into the biting chill of the wind that cuts down everything …
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Nobody ever worries about the shell.
We talk about the chicken and the egg in this trite, shallow way in which we try to determine the catalysts in the cyclical pattern of cause and effect. To have a chicken in order …
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Depression might be the actual MVP of my life and I’ve dogged it for way too long.
You should start that playlist before reading. Everything is better with music. Let’s be honest here. At least this particular post is. It’s ironic that the same thing which heals me–at least as much as …
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Suck It Up Buttercup: Why the People Who Think Mental Illnesses and Neurological Disorders Need to Take Their Advice…and Work a Little Harder to Remedy Their Outdated Thinking
No less, in a time where there is no excuse to be ignorant because the very device you are using to write willfully ridiculous things allows you access to all of the right information if …
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What It’s Like To Go No Contact With Parents — CynthiaBaileyRug
People often don’t understand what it’s like sever ties with parents. It’s easy to understand how shocking it can be to some people. I want people who don’t understand to understand, & I hope to help them to do that with this post. Looking from the outside in, most people don’t see an abusive family […]
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I wish you hadn’t done that.
I don’t know what you did. I can’t put my finger on it. Not really. I’m not sure. That’s where we are so different. I question. I waffle. I can’t commit. You just know. Knew? …
